I have been playing Dragon Quest XI and I decided it might be fun to do a PS4 broadcast of it. I figured it would give people a chance to see how the game looks and how the gameplay is. The first night I didn't use a mic. I just typed in chat. I only played for about an hour because I was very nervous and I was still trying to figure out how things worked. I had a few people come in and they were all very nice. The first night was not perfect, but I felt really good that I did it.
You can check out that first video here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/307341815
The second night that I streamed, I decided to try and face my fear about talking on the mic. This night was not perfect either. I was feeling really shy so my voice wasn't as loud. Also, the game music and voices were so loud they were drowning my voice out. Thank you to my friend 0oCadeto0 for pointing that out because it helped me to adjust the settings. Once I had done that, it went a lot better. I was still a little shaky because of nerves, but I hung in there and did it. This streaming session went a little longer because I was having fun and a couple of friends came into the chat and hung out. Thank you to everyone who did that, it encouraged me and helped a lot.
Second night video is here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/307765986
The third night, it was more streaming of Dragon Quest. I feel that the third night was a lot better. My voice was better, I was a little less scared, and had some very cool interactions with people in chat. Unfortunately we did have one troll in chat who made an inappropriate joke about suicide, something I take very seriously as a human being and as someone who is living with depression and anxiety. We had a serious moment where I talked about it and everyone was understanding. Then we got back to doing some gaming and a couple of good friends of mine RainbowWaffles and Adimouse who are streamers raided me and brought some more people in. They totally made my night when they did that and it felt great to have my friends supporting and encouraging me.
Third night video is here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/308236064
The fourth night, I did two back to back broadcasts. The first one was Warframe with my good friends Seki, Kav, and Bennzo. We did some Warframe missions for an hour and everyone was talking. It was a lot of fun and we discussed things ranging from grinding to get parts for building the Gara frame to the fact that you can actually buy stock in Digital Extremes, the company that creates everything for Warframe. It was a really good time.
After that, I switched to Dragon Quest XI. This went really well too. Had some nice people in chat who love the game and were enjoying talking about the mechanics for battles and level grinding. I had another raid from my friends RainbowWaffles and Adimouse which brought some new people in and some more awesome conversations. My voice was much better and more relaxed all around this night and the fear of talking on a mic was lessening.
Warframe video is here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/308616097
Fourth night Dragon Quest Xi video is here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/309029584
The fifth night I decided to take a small break from Dragon Quest XI and stream some of my second playthrough of Fallout 4. My voice is much better here. However, the game sound was a bit low. I had adjusted the settings because I worried that the voice and music for the game would overpower my voice like Dragon Quest had. I tweaked it a little, but it's still very quiet. That doesn't mean the night was terrible however. I was able to add a couple of mods to my chat who I trusted and had fun playing the game. I also had another raid from my friends and had a nice time chatting with everyone. Once the stream was done I raided another fellow streamer who I mentioned in my Warframe Community blog post, Makarimorph. He was very kind, giving a shout out to my streaming channel and gifting me a sub to his channel. It was an amazing night all around.
Fifth night Fallout 4 video is here:
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/309432725
Honestly, while figuring out how everything works on Twitch has been challenging here and there I have found that I love it and that is because of the community and friends I have made. Everyone has been so supportive and incredibly kind. It has been truly humbling receiving so much love, kind words, and encouragement from all of them. I'm trying to maintain a pretty consistent schedule with streaming and with the discord channel that goes along with it. It looks like I'll be a late night streamer, starting at midnight EST and going for a few hours. So it looks like Friday through Monday I will be streaming and then Tuesdays and Thursdays I'll have a day off from streaming. This is just my first week of streaming and yes it's just PS4 broadcasts (PC may come later, I don't know), but I am enjoying myself because of the great friends and community.
I just want to say thank you to the following streamers: Rainbowwaffles, Adimouse, Tifad0esart, Gooperatives, GlamShatterskull, DadRage, and Makarimorph. You all inspired me to try and do something that scares me and were so encouraging and supportive of this little newbie streamer. It means so much to me to know so many truly kind and amazing people who are incredibly welcoming. I appreciate all of you and I am grateful for all the kindness you show everyone every single day. Special shout out to AlizaDreamer as well. You have been one of the kindest and most welcoming people to me from day one. Thank you for helping me with all my silly tech questions. I love how sassy you are and you're an incredible person!
If you would like to check out my Mothergamer Twitch channel you can do that here:
https://www.twitch.tv/mothergamer
You can check out Glam Shatterskul and his amazing horn playing skills here:
https://www.twitch.tv/glamshatterskull
You can check out Gooperatives and have great conversations about mental health while enjoying gaming here:
https://www.twitch.tv/gooperatives
You can check out RainbowWaffles here:
https://www.twitch.tv/rainbowwaffles
You can check out Adimouse here:
https://www.twitch.tv/adimouse
You can check out Tifad0esart and her amazing art streams here:
https://www.twitch.tv/tifad0esart
You can check out DadRage and his amazing Dad joke skills here:
https://www.twitch.tv/dadrage
You can check out Makarimorph and his fantastic art skills and Warframe skills here:
https://www.twitch.tv/makarimorph
Thank you to everyone who reads my Mother Gamer blog and who has been so supportive of it. I hope you will support the Mothergamer Twitch streams also and the MyLAKnits shop. It is all of the fantastic people like you that make it a joy to write about gaming, all my nerdy stuff, and the gaming/nerd community. Thanks for reading, everyone. See you at the next adventure!